In a thought-provoking podcast, Sonny Faz, a former white Catholic from Boston, shares the story of his conversion to Islam. His journey includes personal struggles, spiritual growth, and the challenges of being a revert in a world that often misjudges both Islam and those who embrace it. What makes his story captivating is his honesty about his doubts, his changing thoughts, and the ongoing struggles he faces, even after embracing the faith.
Growing Up in Boston
Sonny reflects on his upbringing in Boston, where he was just another “Italian white guy” finding his way through life. He admits that he was never a great student. Though he excelled at standardized tests, school was never his focus. Instead, he pursued entrepreneurial ventures like lemonade stands and candy sales in high school. As a young adult, he became absorbed in the digital world, dreaming of becoming a professional Fortnite player. But something inside him began to change when he had a revelation: why not apply the same intense focus and strategy from the virtual world to real life?
This shift sparked his quest for self-improvement. He tried various side hustles, including starting a TikTok page, which, alhamdulillah (praise be to God), became a huge success. But while social media success was satisfying, Sonny soon began searching for something deeper— a purpose beyond the material world.
Discovering Islam
Sonny’s first encounter with Islam came through none other than Andrew Tate, the controversial internet personality who had converted to Islam. “I didn’t even know what a Quran was,” Sunny admits, “I was learning everything as a complete beginner.” His first video reaction to Tate’s conversion went viral, sparking a wave of interest and comments, including recommendations to react to Islamic content like “Jesus in the Quran” and the “Miracles of the Quran.”
What drew Sunny in wasn’t just the growing popularity of the videos or the celebrity influence of Andrew Tate. It was the process of documenting his journey of discovery. As a white, American boy raised with limited knowledge of Islam—often shaped by negative stereotypes—he was intrigued by the truths he uncovered. Initially, he thought of Islam as “some other weird religion,” confusing it with Hinduism. But as he learned more, he was struck by the similarities between Islam and the faith traditions he was familiar with, especially Christianity. For the first time, he realized that Islam acknowledged Jesus as a prophet, not as God, and that the Quran contained miraculous knowledge and wisdom that he couldn’t ignore.
Over the following months, Sunny immersed himself in Islamic teachings, going deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole. Yet, it wasn’t until much later that he had the realization: Islam wasn’t just a curiosity—it was the truth he had been searching for all along.
The Moment of Transformation
Sunny recalls a moment when he realized that Islam was more than just an academic or intellectual interest; it was a path he was destined to walk. “I always knew I’d end up becoming Muslim,” he says. Even in his earlier videos, he would say “peace be upon him” after mentioning the Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) or answer “not yet” when asked if he was Muslim. But it wasn’t until he visited the mosque and prayed with fellow Muslims that he truly began to feel the connection. “When I prayed, I felt peace,” he shares. “It was like a missing piece of my day—like something was wrong if I didn’t pray.”
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His journey took a more personal turn after taking his Shahada (Islamic declaration of faith). Traveling with friends and fellow Muslims, he prayed alongside them and noticed the physical and spiritual changes in his life. “There was a time we were in the elevator, and I spit off Surah (Quranic verses) from memory. My friend lost his mind because I just learned it by listening,” he recalls with a smile.
Facing Struggles and Misunderstandings
Despite his deep love for Islam, Sunny reveals the significant challenges he faces as a revert. One of the most profound struggles is the constant spiritual attacks he experiences from Shaitan (Satan). “If you don’t feel the devil attacking you, he’s already inside of you,” he says. These attacks, he explains, come in many forms—whether from family members who disapprove, old friends who pressure him to return to his old lifestyle, or even social media backlash. “It’s a constant battle,” Sunny admits, “But I feel blessed to have this awareness.”
This battle against the unseen forces is something many reverts can relate to. The pressures of family, friends, and society are often amplified for someone like Sunny, who had to break free from deeply ingrained cultural and religious norms. Moreover, his conversion came with a heavy dose of public scrutiny. “People from my town don’t even know that these kinds of profound spiritual truths exist,” he shares, reflecting on the lack of awareness about Islam in his community. “I had to educate myself, but I also had to educate others, too.”
Sonny’s experience highlights the importance of genuine curiosity and self-reflection in one’s journey to faith. It wasn’t enough to simply watch viral videos or follow trends. Sunny had to immerse himself in the faith, seek knowledge, and, most importantly, make himself uncomfortable. “Just because you’re born a certain way doesn’t mean you have to stay that way,” he emphasizes. His message to others is clear: seek the truth, even if it challenges everything you’ve ever known.
“Islam isn’t about blind faith,” Sonny Faz
Now, years into his journey as a Muslim, Sunny is passionate about sharing the truths he has learned. “Islam isn’t about blind faith,” he says. “It’s about understanding the logic behind everything. You don’t have to throw out your intellect to believe in God. It makes perfect sense when you approach it with an open heart.”
Sonny’s message is not just about the beauty of Islam but also about its intellectual and spiritual depth. He argues that life is like a video game, and in order to play it correctly, you need to know who created it. “Everything in life, from your toenails growing to the molecules in the air, was created by one God,” he says. “And that’s the God I pray to.”
What makes Sonny’s journey especially compelling is his sincere desire to tell others about Islam—not from a place of judgment, but from a place of deep empathy and understanding. His own transformation, from skepticism to full belief, is a testament to the power of faith and the continuous journey of self-improvement.
As he continues to face challenges—whether from family, society, or the spiritual battles that come with embracing Islam—Sunny remains unwavering. He has found his purpose, and he is determined to share the truth he has discovered with the world.
Finally
Sonny Faz’s story is a powerful reminder that the path to faith is not always linear or easy. It requires introspection, a willingness to learn, and the courage to challenge societal norms. His journey from a curious skeptic to a devout Muslim reflects the transformative power of seeking truth, no matter how uncomfortable it may be. For those who might be on a similar path, Sonny’s experience offers hope and inspiration—showing that, with sincerity and perseverance, anyone can find their way to the truth.
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